Currently Listening From the Ashes By Pennywise see related

long time

Currently Playing Proud Like a God By Guano Apes Lords of the Boards see related

So yeah..it's 9:30 and I'm at home again 'finishing homework.' Gah..I flippin hate school with a PASSION. If I could drop out right now..I would in a second. Just the possibility of going to uni in BC/Alberta is enough to keep me in school. Hmm..my dads gf is an alcoholic and is causing major problems within my family. She totally drinks herself stupid at any point of day and then picks fights with my brothers, sister and I. She's made 3 out of 5 of us cry..at this point in time. She says she loves us..but how can you do that to someone you love? Even if you are drunk. It really boggles my mind. Not only that, I've had a couple friends say that they're cutting again..even going as far as trying to hang themselves. It's hard enough dealing with a death when it happens naturally or some accident..but when they commit suicide..I really don't know if I could deal with that. Humm...This whole thing with jeremy and cj is fucking pissing me off..soo much. jeremy treats her like absolute garbage..she knows this but says she 'loves' him. Ari, an amazing amazing guy, told cj that he loved her..so she did the only thing I would do and broke up with jeremy..soon to go out with Ari. Then she decides she'd rather have a fucking jerk who cheats on her ALL  THE DAMN TIME then someone who seems like he truly loves her. ARGH!!! Anyways, summer break starts in 3 weeks and I can't wait to just sit on my ass and so as little as possible. Or spend as little time at home..either one would do me just fine. Bloody hell...

I wanna talk to mannie..poo.

>>Wrap your laughing gear around it<<

Currently Playing Keasbey Nights By Catch 22 As the Footsteps die out Forever see related

Soo..yeah.

First entry, I think..gahh. This is crazy. Ehe..I have nothing worth while to say. All I do know is I haven't talked to mannie since..may 7 and I really miss him. KInda surprises me. Hmm..and done?